If Sister Peter were not at St. Joseph Boys Home in Christchurch New
Zealand... I would of being one of these ladies who never left the
catholic church orphanages... do you know what it is like not having a
soul to talk to?... not having a friend you could trust... what it is
like to run and hide from the nuns and the older girls?... what it is
like to be so scared and frightened to even talk?... to look behind you
more than in-front of you... to be locked in a little room wi
th
no lights or window?... in the dark just curled up in the corner of
that room for hours on end... and not be able to see where the rats
where...
FEAR... fear of
everyone and everything around you... so the only way you survive is to
be by yourself at all times... or go out of yourself...I always did this
when I was thrashed every day and night...
When Brian started
to come up to see me... he was turned away by the nun at the front
door... he never once gave up... he would sleep under the hedge along
the driveway... then come up the next day... he did this every weekend
for four months... the nuns must of had a talk about it... because
Sister Peter asked me if I knew a man named Brian... I told her yes...
that I had meet him at a dance which all us girls went to... I was
23years old and it was the 1st time that I had ever gone out... I was
allowed to see him and at first we were not allowed to leave the boys
home... you know what... I never knew anything different... he would
walk 25miles there and 25miles back each weekend...
I could tell
you more but you must be fed-up with me by now... Sorry for going on...
but I can not help with what is on my mind all the time... about all
kinds of abuse which never leaves you... and you never forget it.. Ann.
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Half of the women at one Magdalene laundry in the 1950s and 1960s
never left the institution again but died years later behind the convent
walls, according to research which strongly contradicts the Martin
McAleese report.
“JFM research has found that 50% of the women who were resident at the
Donnybrook laundry between 1954 and 1964 remained there until their
death, never seeing freedom,” said Ms McGettrick. “Similar research at Hyde Park laundry has revealed that 30% of the
women resident at the laundry between 1954 and 1964 also remained under
the care of the nuns until they died.”
http://www.irishexaminer.com/ireland/half-of-magdalene-laundry-women-in-1950s-and-1960s-never-left-again-276674.html