I worried about hell a lot when I was 11 years old. My older brother once coaxed me into saying the first syllable of "helicopter" aloud. I panicked and cried hysterically for an hour, certain I was destined to suffer for eternity for uttering a blasphemy. I spent afternoons in my bedroom closet pawing glow-in-the-dark rosaries as I sought atonement for my perceived misdeeds.
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