They Promised Heaven
But Led Me To Hell
 
Years In Two Catholic Orphanages
Left their Hidden Scars 
  
I wish to thank every one who said no to me
Because of them I did it myself
 
My.
 book goes to the publishers next Friday... I can not wait until it is 
printed... I want people to know the TRUTH... about what happened to us,
 in the catholic church orphanages
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They
 Promised Heaven
But Led Me To Hell. 
Years In Two Catholic Orphanages
Left their Hidden Scars
I wish to thank every one who said no to me
Because of them I did it myself
My. book goes to the publishers next Friday... I can not wait until it 
is printed... I want people to know the TRUTH... about what happened to 
us, in the catholic church orphanage.
 
 I
 was conceived out of wedlock, because of my mother being raped at 
fifteen years old. I was just two and a half months old when I was taken
 from my mother’s arms, by the catholic church then placed in the care 
of one of their Catholic orphanage. From the beginning, I was taught 
that my mother was sinful and that I would be too unless the devil was 
beaten from my soul. 
I
 was sexual abused in the nursery from a tiny young girl of eighteen 
months old by three lady workers for four years.
My childhood abuse in the orphanage, is New Zealand’s shameful, dirty 
secret of physical, mental and sexual abuse of innocent children by 
nuns, lay staff, the older girls and the priest and bullying at two 
orphanages in Christchurch New Zealand. 
From
 the age of five years old I was made to work on their farm and later on
 in their kitchen and laundries, both at Mount Magdala – St. Joseph 
Girls Orphanage and Nazareth House.
At night times three nuns would ritual attack me by taking my clothes 
off, tying me to both ends of the bed and savagely attacking me with the
 buckle of her belt, hula hoop cut in half and a large whip as they 
tried to suppress my well and to break my spirit. 
They
 Promised Heaven is also about my fight with the catholic church to 
accept responsibility for the past institutionalized abuse of children 
and young people while in their care and to admit – unconditionally – 
that there was wrong doing by the two order of nuns and the priest.
It
 is a story which needs to be heard and to read, I have told of the 
horrific upbringing in two catholic orphanages.
In 1997, when I watched a Prime Television documentary exposing the 
decades of abuse by the Good Shepherd nuns at the Christchurch 
orphanage, I realized then mine wasn't the only lost childhood. 
My
 name will not likely be familiar to most New Zealanders but my story is
 one that all will be shocked to read about.
Whilst unbelievable that such acts of cruelty happened in New Zealand by
 nuns, They Promised Heaven, But Led me to Hell... also portrays my 
great strength of spirit and determination. I am a mother of four and I 
have lived in Whangarei for the past fifty years, with my husband 
Brian. 
My story is one story of many worldwide... Ann